I unsuccessfully attempted to rid myself of my Mr. Quicksand. I have fallen for him like a fool. I tell myself he belongs to everyone and no one. A walking contradiction, no good, cold hearted man. I have said one of these words at least once a day and my feelings still remain. Idiot. I make him seem horrible when in reality I have never experienced being as happy as I am around him. He is actually a sweetheart, I haven't met one person to object other than myself. Sometimes he opens up and it eats me alive only because I feel as if the words might slip off my tongue. The need to go off on a tangent to get the point that he is amazing across to him. If only he knew how I felt.